Tuesday 6 June 2006 - Well, here I am, back again from California. Fun trip, but traveling so far wasn't the most pleasant
thing I could have imagined. On the other hand, it was kind of a vacation, and I'm thankful for the free ride to someplace
so sunny and exotic. I've been trying to find pictures of some of the crazy plants out there for five minutes, but my search
engine skills are tanking.
While I was there, I think I found the answer to the question I asked not too long ago: What am I going to do with myself
this summer? The answer turns out to be a lot more literal than I had guessed. The answer is that this summer is going to
be a little journey of self-discovery and contemplation. I figure this means read more, worry less. In a nutshell.
Not much else to mention. I took my bicycle into the shop the other day, getting it fixed up. I want to ride it more.
Certainly cheaper than driving everyplace inside town, and I could use a serious source of exercise. I am reading more, and
some good stuff, too. Worrying less... well, I'm working on it. But I'm doing pretty well, I think.
The last thing on my list of mentionables is this: part of my contemplation has to do with my relationship with Rachel.
We could both use some time to figure ourselves out. I love her, and always will. Taking some time to step back and breathe
isn't going to change that. So, that's part of my summer, too. We're taking a break, just being friends. And for all I worry
about being a terrible boyfriend, rumor has it that I'm a pretty good friend--and that's good cause not to worry.
Until I talk to all of you, take care. Oh, and
here is one of those trees. Except when I saw them, they had leaves coming out of those knobs. Absolutely insane.