I'm working on establishing a good routine, which is the best way I can deal with all this. Getting the game going again will help, too. Evens me out. I skipped the softball game this week (sorry Carl), but I didn't feel like showing up for another week of losing, especially when I'm not contributing anything to the team. I'll be back next week when Jacob's back from vacation, maybe. At least then I can feel like I'm hanging out with somebody I know.

Other than that? Life isn't so great. Lots of time taken up with things that are giving me minimal returns, this week. I'm out of balance, and I have to find my way back to it. Worst thing is that this new stuff hasn't quenched my restlessness. It's nice to be in the new house, don't get me wrong--but I'm not satisfied with life yet. I'm not in that place where I can let things go and watch them hum along nicely. Then again, when has that ever ended well?